After today, just three more shows to go. All I keep thinking is that this just can’t be happening – that it isn’t right. “Left of the Dial” was on HBO2 last night, and I just couldn’t watch it.

This is kind of like when you’re a kid and your best friend’s dad gets a new job on the other side of the country (except in this case, you KNOW it’s a dumb move, and the new company is going to suck and go out of business), and your friend doesn’t want to go, and you don’t want him to go, but you’re powerless to do anything about it, and no matter how much you beg his dad or his mom or anybody else that you can think of, they just ignore you, ‘cuz you’re just a dumb inconsequential f*cking kid and nobody cares what you think. 😡 You say you’ll keep in touch and you’ll maybe visit once in a while, but it won’t ever be the same.

Of course, you eventually get over it, but it still sucks.